Wednesday, February 24, 2010
For those of you who may not know, I've been trying to get to College since I was 18. I am unable to obtain a cosigner and in this economy, no loan lender is willing to provide you loan services without a cosigner. When I turn 24 and fill out my FAFSA the first available day I can, I may not need a personal loan and my troubles will be gone!
It's going to be a little awkward I admit, being a 24 year old freshman when everyone else is 18. But it should create a nice turn of events being older than everyone when normally I am the youngest.
Maybe I am holding onto something I want so dearly for too long to be trying to go to College for 5+ years and not being able to go. Maybe I should just take the hint that God doesn't think that is part of my future and I should look else ware. Maybe it is? But Maybe just maybe the golden opportunity is next year?
I figure, if it's not meant to be... again ...when I am 24, College is just not going to work. I'll finally give up then. For now, I am going to pray for God's guidance in this situation. If he really doesn't think I should go, I'm sure He'll let me know like He's done in the past. I'll be listening, and I'll obey, which ever the answer, regardless of how much I may want it.
Psalm 55:22 "Give your burdens to the Lord and He will take care of you. He will not permit the godly to slip and fall."